lost n lonely

Suddenly I find myself trapped in a dark place ..nothing to see or hear ....

No sound , no light ..only dark penetrating in every fibre of my being...
No one to guide me through this .. No one to tell me which way to go ...

I wonder how I landed myself here in the first place . But then I think how does it matter ... All that matters is I am stuck here in this black hole of my emotions ...
Where are those ppl whome i luvd n cared for ...Where are my friends who were always there for me...
Are they still searching 4 me or do they also hv lost hope ..
what wud I not give right now to see their smiling and encouraging faces...

Here I am,
lost $ lonely..
with darkness pressing all around me while I fight to stand erect and tall ...

Here I am,
lost $ lonely..
running out of ideas to help myself. Trying to find the strength n perseverance

Here I am,
lost $ lonely..
trying to locate some tiny shred of hope in this dark hour

Here I am,
lost $ lonely,
But still believing that I'll somehow get myself out of this nasty darkness..
This darkness that I am most scared of ..
I will not quit until I find a way...

Here i am,
lost but definitely not alone...
I have my beliefs, my strength , my courage, my love for my family n friends...
My memories of the happy days and my hope for better days ahead...
I will find a way..
I knowits all in my hand.....